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I Know What's Beneath
the Snow Fields -Chp.80 It was a moment
Aeris would never forget. Though out of control, Vincent had kept her
hidden deep inside himself, where no one and nothing- not Hojo, not glass-
nothing could harm her.
He'd always been
there. He the only one she ever wanted, his embrace the only shelter she
had when the storms gusted too hard. Everytime, he was there, pushing
her above these tempestuous seas. He'd never let her sink to the bottom
like the rest of them, even when she resisted him, even when she herself
wanted to just drown and end it all.
"YOU are the
image!" It was a terrible
moment Aeris would never forget. Their legs, bodies, logic itself whirled
at top velocity. She felt Vincent huddle her away just before they literally
went busting through the column with a resonant crash. Glass shattered.
A million daggers flew by. They tore the rim of her dress. They sprayed
his backside, shred his muscles and skin. She saw red. Blood. His blood.
Falling. To her it seemed they were falling forever...
...for once.. just once, I'll...
First glass. Then
a gritty stone floor. The spinning Vincent didn't realize they'd slammed
into earth until the force of impact rammed flat into his senses. But
he always held onto Aeris. He held her even when they suddenly collided
against solid ground. Together they tumbled onwards in a messy heap, trailing
dust and debris behind.
Over and over and
over. The centrifugal violence rolled them like a runaway barrel across
rugged terrain. Angry forces jolted them on all sides. Aeris lost herself
in the mayhem. Still, this warm shell of heart and muscle covered her
from the blows around.
Everything spun
wild. Through the madness, Aeris somehow saw Holocaust Hojo make a grand
landing just moments after their crash. There he squatted in place as
glorious glass and metal scrap rained down. All the while he watched.
Watched and yes, enjoyed.
Over and over.
By the time friction brought this tumbleweed pair to a halt, they'd already
reached the far end of this new arena. At last, they stopped. Aeris opened
her eyes to find herself an aching, trembling wreck. She lay sprawled
supine upon the dirty floor- crushed, without hope, without escape.
At first, her mind
hung in shambles. The dazed girl squirmed to prop herself onto one elbow.
Something heavy lay on top of her. It seemed to stir on its own. From
the upper platform, through a glass portal onto the lower deck hall, followed
all the way by a terrible demon- Aeris almost believed the entire journey
had been some awful dream. That she would wake up in bed, amidst the quiet
and calm of the bedroom, back home...
But no. Instead
her hazy vision bounced off sinister dungeon walls. Worse, Aeris discovered
a black, limp bloody sack sprawled across her body. It was breathing,
moving. Just then her senses snapped wide open. At once, the panic-stricken
girl bolted upright, where she tended to the battered, disorientated,
half-dead Vincent thrashed over her.
The sight of him upcolse, like *that*, petrified her. Especially his intense glare; such a frightening mixture between human and devil. Already he had slid off her. Already he was writhing clumsily to get up and continue. On the opposite
side sat Holocaust Hojo crouched on all fours; that deformed monstrosity,
his grace reduced to open wounds and broken armour, his acid-burnt face
tied in a deranged knot. He blistered with rage. All he saw was Vincent.
Vincent ignored
the insane voices inside and the pain wrangling both lungs. He ignored
Death's seductive call. Most importantly, he ignored her- Aeris. No, he
wouldn't give up. No, he wouldn't back down. In fact, he tried to stand.
His hand groped blindly for his gun- not there. It must have fallen out
during the crash. No matter. If this battle was meant to continue, then
he'll continue. The fever-plagued wretch rose halfway from the floor,
at least to confront Hojo, who now began to advance forward, not too steady
himself either.
Vincent's thoughts
shone clear through his eyes: thirty-one years ago he abandoned someone
very dear to him. Never again. He wouldn't forsake this girl. He wouldn't
commit that mistake *twice*!
Touching determination.
A shame it didn't impress the ruthless scientist. He merely lashed out
a long bundle of tentacles. Though they swacked Vincent clean off balance,
it was Aeris who raised a shriek as she witnessed first-hand how physical
resistance is shattered. Even before he'd reached his rickety knees, the
defenseless man crashed aside in another sprawled mess, this time choking
on his own blood.
"Vincent!
Vincent!!" she wailed. He couldn't hear her. He was trying to get
up again. He still had to continue this war. Aeris scrambled towards him.
She protectively embraced this heaving mass, as though she- a sniveling,
frightened little child- would keep him down, if not to hold his life
together, then keep her own sanity from flying apart.
"You... M-miSeRAbLE...BASTARD!!"
rasped Hojo's garbled voice against the hapless pair. He wobbled closer
and closer, followed by an entourage of hungry tentacles. He only saw
Vincent- this man. This pest! This stubborn pest! Somehow, everything
was his fault: the wars, Davoren's betrayal, the loss of that key materia
Merger Grade-1, and most infuriating of all stealing the girl, his precious
specimen, amidst the destruction of the laboratory. Somehow, it was all
his fault! All his anger, frustrations, and bitter disappointments pinned
themselves on this man alone!
If only Hojo could
tell how upon realizing the girl had been spirited away, he'd raised such
a thunderous cry. If only he could describe how he'd searched and searched,
torn down metal walls, grappled through darkness until finally... finally,
he'd found them!
"..finally..,"
the neurotic madman raved his obsession out loud, "..all those years...
and when I'd finally... *finally* come so close...so close I c-could actually
FEEL it materialize between my fingers... now you..."
Poor Aeris was
caught at the very centre of their conflict. Terrified senseless, she
cowered further over Vincent to shield him from those delirious blows.
Her thoughts fluttered wilder as she watched Hojo's shadow stretch across
the floor towards them. She didn't know what to do. She wanted to scream.
She wanted to cry. Still his malice consumed that gasping heap of a man
between her arms. Still he approached, slowly but surely, to draw this
bloody drama to a close. Hojo craved Vincent's life.
"..you..,"
he literally growled.
The frantic girl,
almost hyperventilating from fear,kept on returning to Vincent in complete
desperation. He looked so helpless: disamred, curled upon his stomach,
shaking under pain. Nevertheless, Vincent clung to determination. He hadn't
anything else now. He lifted one shoulder, collapsed, but tried again.
Each attempt weakened him more. All Hojo had to do was puff to kill him!
So why struggle? He was finished. Wasn't it easier to just die?
Yes, but long ago
he'd taken the easy way out. He hid in a coffin full of self-loathing
and guilt. He buried himself under snow, hoping the cold would freeze
this torture like his ageless face.
"M..my experiment...
a life's worth of work.. and then you..."
He struggled because
he had get up. He refused point-blank to leave her. And because for once,
just once, he'd put all his faith in her.
Suddenly, Aeris
stopped.
Time ticked on
without her. hojo's evil aura filled the background. Vincent, ever defiant,
still writhed to rise. She alone stopped. Only now, as darkness closed
in on them, did she suddenly perceive something else within this man which
gripped her in place. Past the weakness and desperation, there throbbed
an incredible force she'd never felt so strongly before.
Aeris couldn't
describe it. Through him shone this splendour only she could see. It arrested
the madness within her head for just one brief moment, but forever opened
her eyes to the turth- the *real* truth- she'd long striven to find.
Somehow, she understood
now.
"YOU!!"
barked Hojo into the scene , "D-do you really think I'll just let
you burn everything to ash?! This is my experiment! Damn you, I won't
allow it to be destroyed like this! I won't! I-"
A cool, crisp voice
interrupted, "It must give you such pleasure."
He halted. Rather
unexpectedly, Holocaust Hojo found himself- a flustered, vengeful gargantua
of grotesqueness- suspended by a pair of greem eyes. His addresser was
a little girl; the same who'd begged him before not to hurt Vincent, who'd
still try to stop him from hurting Vincent, but not quite the same person...
not quite the same way. Hitherto, Hojo hadn't even noticed her. Now he
scrutinized her fully. Seris sat slouched upon the ground. She held Vincent
in a loose embrace as he lay a confused, gory heap, yet stared right back
at the Professor. Splotches of blood bespattered her dress. Her flowing
hair hung in disarray, which added a touch of tragedy to her beautiful,
solemn face.
The Professor
wrinkled his nozzle at that bizarre remark, "What?" he demanded.
Aeris remained
undaunted, "It must give you such pleasure," she repeated tepidly,
"Destroying things.. people.. using their pain and tears to build
yourself a shelter. It must make you feel so happy and safe hiding in
there."
Mysterious riddles
she spoke. For some reason, Hojo remained fortified in shadow, where his
outline almost blurred into the darkness around, rather than advance.
His facial features were coarse with mistrust. He seemed wary of the change
in Aeris' demeanour, especially her eyes.
"Interesting.
A shelter, you say?" he snided.
"Yes. This
experiment. It's all just a shelter you to hide inside."
"From what?"
She paused, not
in hesitation, but to measure him up, "From your own fears and pain."
He paused also;
"Huh!" the odious creature snorted utter contempt, "You
ignorant piece of cellular garbage! What would YOU know about me or my
experiment anyway?"
She gave no response.
Instead, Aeris watched fury roll hot through Hojo's gnashed fangs as he
re-lived thirty-one years' worth of bitter memories in this present minute,
"This is my dream! It's the only thing that's given PURPOSE to my
world... PROOF of my own superiority and genius!!" he harangued,
"I've sacrificed everything for 'Genesis Retrial'... more than anyone
else here! My body, my time, my entire career for the ultimate scientific
achievement: creating God from man!!"
Hojo's delirium
frothed overboard. His yellow eyes bulged wider to expose one pupil skewed
off centre, the perfect analogy of his diseased mind, "Y-you cannot
comprehend how it feels to want something so badly it claws at your chest
non-stop. This one thing you'd do *whatever* it takes to obtain! Heh..
ehheheh! We're like monsters covered in crime and filth, clinging to this
world by a single thread. Each one of us is holding on... refuses to let
go... because the minute we do, we lose our very purpose!" The crazed
devil blared out at her, at Vincent, at the whole cosmos, "Don't
you understand?! Without my experiment, there's no more meaning! No purpose!
No dream! NOTHING!!!"
"You are wrong."
Her calm rebuttal
struck Hojo off guard. He'd never been one to tolerate defiance. Anyone
else and he'd no doubt have killed him on the spot. Yet to hear Aeris
particularly refute his views forced him back into stiff silence, wheras
it added integrity to her presence. The resolute Aeris stood up. She took
firm steps forth to meet the creature halfway. She placed herself between
the nightmare she'd dreaded most and the love she treasured above all
the rest.
In their desperate
hour, when everyone else had been crushed, this girl would confront Hojo
alone.
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